Unfocused foam in your head like a dream home 
heartache
in broken worlds, tonal carriers
swirled up in warm white evenings halfway done-
in 5 years you’ll be forgotten-
feeling low, up to nothing but soft heaven.

We all have…

Do you shriek at thet thought
of convergence and unity
from the formaldehyde softness

And you’re not coming in
Waiting for green smoke in the eyes of a story
Disastrous and beautiful / 
Broke like a terrestrial telephone 
Against my…

Static Heavy and Analog

The wish to surround you in broken art 

apart from nature 

attempting to busy and build ourselves 

feel lost in your post-traumatic breath

static heavy and analog anonymous 

Your home’s weighted out in blood like mine…

Look at the alarm as I look with it
against blackness as all invisible autumn 
trees. growing like bubbles
in your reality, your expectations
fastforwarding sunsets.

carpet secreted arms and uncoiled earthquake
diagrams of hearts I read
like sponges and…

Knowing you weren’t real, 
I’d still use you to forget the world
-licking up prosthetic knowledge from your hands.
Trying desperately to live quietly with your bones-
Desperately trying to prolong
The intimacy of loss/

A partner in breathing-
frought…

Marked in nature 

that violent red/in darkness parenthetic

our vessels die once exposed to your soundtrack

somehow unable, pulling us away

the sad richness encapsulates. 

We despair but no one’s there

to care for our conscious

incinerated

holy violet fire…

I know how much you hate it 
when I'm not there
I know how much you love to hate it
when you're around 
how you bury your thoughts in magic 
making the wild ways to deal with it
how you…

[Silk Rationing of Your Spine – Untitled]

The silk rationing of your spine pulled apart

measures self-love against time. 

You felt more fucked than a black hole

trying to halt the horror of silence

against fiber optic tertiary sound, resemblance…

Fear (of Antlers)

I adored your antlers from afar, 

So much power for nothing/

You knew how easy love would come

And didn’t try at all

Watch time dissolve

So you could play in the pink ashes of minutes, 

Turn…

Spirited

your rings hurt around my neck

and leave striking lines like a ghost 

in the spirit world caved in and

defeated like a foreign occupation - 

or funeral bell that won't stop

so you live in the attic

take…

Look at yourself surrender look
for life you can calibrate
raise up sheep in electric figment
decoys powerful impossible

you reside in designs heavy
in sync with you organically.
look at yourself stuck symmetric
Same as the rest of us

…

like to put on old clothes and feel
the scars of implanted ideas
and saints on your arms - - - 
I like that you’re a freak - -

superficially (afraid) of sunlight
strung out on thermodynamics
trick of your…

you’ve got 9 lives in your head
but none of them real
nonetheless special
maybe talking, talking like you 
like you were important –

Enough to be real to exist 
on sidelines, the days you can’t speak
or seem to…

Stay like a matter of pain 

stay reverse and broken to hear

like a crashing inside and from

opposite ends sounds like trauma

(Chorus)

feels like white noise and pink noise

and sand of static that fills you - 

feels…

feel the face lift the floor looking 

up deadly enamoured with change 

to watch a shadow or symptom

like original sin. (since) looking back 

it looks like shit looks like you melted

slowly into the framework your 

mask falling off…